Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I Got Rhythm





    Both my mother and my father were excellent dancers.  They won dance contests together.  My mom was a wonderful tap dancer.  And Dad was an Arthur Murray Dance Instructor for a few years in his younger days.  I was naturally drawn to dancing as a child.  I wasn't good at running or kickball or basketball but I could dance.  


     My preferred dancing shoes are my sneakers.  I will dance to any kind of music.  Even now after my brain injury, I am quick to pick up new dances and put my own spin on them.


     After my brain injury, my balance [not in the technical sense of "inner ear damage," but rather more in the lay-person's sense of being able to walk around without falling into walls and things] was really pretty bad.  I fell sideways often.  The constant presence of external vertigo-- I am not dizzy, the world around me spins to the left-- did not help much at all.  I fell in my home.  I fell in the neighborhood.  I fell in the park.  I fell a lot.


     A wonderful anesthesiologist in private practice hooked me up with pool therapy.  The pool was indoors and there was a whole lot of folks like me in it.  The water had a combination of chlorine and salt in it.  There were pool therapists, pool therapist assistants, floats, music, laughter, tropical plants.  The water was kept warm as was the temperature in the pool room itself.  When I got into that pool, the pain melted away.  I was able to do the exercises given to me.  I found myself improving.  I used to spend up to two hours in the pool.  It was a relief during a time when not much was comfortable in my life.


I found a float against the wall that was v-shaped.  I asked what was done with it and soon I began to incorporate it into my exercises.  I would sit on the float and deliberately induce the vertigo to speed up.  I did this by spinning myself back and forth randomly in place on the float.  I learned to stick to my seat, not fall off.  After pool therapy was done, the neurologist remarked that my balance [in the lay-person's sense of the word I am sure] was much improved.  I knew this to be true because I was less bruised from falling.  I began to dance again.  At first with the cane, but it was definitely dancing.


     The other thing that happened immediately after my injury is that I began to insist that my husband not turn off the classical music when he was ready to sleep.  He wanted to.  I didn't want him to.  When he tried to turn it off, I cried.  After a few nights, he gave up and the music stayed on all night for the next two years.  


     Those of you who follow my sapphoq reviews blog may be aware that I love the author Oliver Sachs.  His book Musicophilia talks about the connection between music and the brain. [ http://www.oliversacks.com/books/musicophilia/ ].  The University of Western Ontario plans to carry out more research on the connection between music and movement.
[ http://communications.uwo.ca/western_news/stories/2012/January/finding_ties_between_music_the_brain_and_how_we_move.html ].


     In some of the t.b.i. support groups and functions that I've attended I've heard much talk of a religious or spiritual nature and how that sort of thing has helped other t.b.i. survivors.  Being an atheist and happily unchurched, I cannot add my voice to the chorus.  But what I can attest to is that music has been a very active and necessary part of my own recovery.


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http://communications.uwo.ca/western_news/stories/2012/January/finding_ties_between_music_the_brain_and_how_we_move.html

Thursday, January 19, 2012

So Here's the Deal



Censorship stinks.  To the DMCA, SOPA, PIPA and the latest attempts by some politicians who appear to me to be idiotic in this latest attempt to police the internet, no love.   You fry my brain.     sapphoq

Friday, December 23, 2011

Happy Solstice 2011





I had a pleasant Solstice.  This morning, I went to see my dad who has Lewey Body Dementia and is staying at an assisted living house.  (More over at my sapphoq on life blogspot...).  We had a pleasant visit and then we both went downstairs to hear a fellow sing Christmas songs.  He had an excellent voice, very clear with a good range.  On my way home, dog and I walked a mile on a local bike trail.

This afternoon, I took the older shyer kitty to the vet for his annual check-up which he passed with flying colors.  After dinner, I played some trivia on-line.  I've been continuing to challenge my brain daily.  Trivia is one of the newer things I've come up with.  Trivia forces me to think, to deliver the correct answer before the other triviacs do.  Because I type so fast, I am able to deliver rapid-fire guesses and will sometimes score that way.   Other times, my guesses are far off the mark.  Occasionally, I actually know an answer and that also feels good.

I continue to take pictures and also work on creating backgrounds and textures on my computer.  These are two of the pictures that I took today at a construction site.  Making textures gives me much happiness.  I've recently started creating photo collages out of pictures that I've taken.  When I am taking pictures or working on the computer, I do not feel much physical pain at all.  I figure that these activities are like crafts or hobbies for me and must trigger the release of endorphins-- the body's natural pain-killers.  Working on textures and some rudimentary 3-D building has also improved my perception somewhat.

What are some of the things you do in order to keep your brain stimulated and challenged?

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