Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Water-Logged
I was carrying a pail to the kitchen sink. On the way, I dropped it. It upended and I spent the next 30 minutes cleaning up. Fortunately it was "only water." The water was dirty but even so, there are worst things I could have dumped onto the floor.
Out came the paper towels, mop, more paper towels. A mess. The floor is now [finally] drying but the garbage can is full of sopping paper towels. Three rolls of paper towels. It was after all a lot of water.
Pre-accident, my brain was a bit sharper when the unexpected happened. I would not have had to stop and think through my options. Somehow, [I believe] my cleaning up would have been less haphazard, more efficient, quicker. Still, I got the job done.
Pre-accident, many actions were more automatic. I have to think things through now. Even simple things like where to put my feet when negotiating a corner require extra thinking steps. I am a somewhat clumsier version of my old self with a few twists. Briella, my post-injured brain, is still brilliant although a bit sideways.
I may not be able to do things in the same manner as I used to do them. I am, however, still able to get the job done. Today, that will have to be good enough.
sapphoq on healing t.b.i.
Labels:
acceptance,
actions,
brain damage,
cognition,
doing,
efficiency,
life after a t.b.i.,
t.b.i.,
tbi,
thinking
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